Posted by: laurence000 on: June 9, 2008
So it’s 15:25 here in Denmark. I have an Organizational Behavior exam on Thursday and although I’m really trying to study, it seems impossible for me to read and concentrate for more than 15 minutes at the time. This is not the first time, it happens to me when something else passions me (other than school) or I’m in a period where day dreaming seems to be the best thing to do. I imagine myself writing the book I always wanted to write, returning to film school (yes, I attended film school for 2 years) and start making independent movies like I used to dream of. I also day dream of making great music remixes, meeting and talking to people I admire about random stuff such as going back to basics living in a hut somewhere, how to find one’s own spirituality, how free I feel now in my life and how, when I was a teenager I never thought I would ever just be myself. I have so much to say, so much I want to reflect on. I feel, once again, that my life is being too stagnate and I need a change, a big change.
So now, instead of these profound dreams of creation and soul searching I shall go back to the theory of organizational behavior. I thought that writing this down could help me let out some of the thoughts boiling in my mind and allow me to go back to my studies… We’ll see if it helps!
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February 12, 2009 at 08:42
Not being able to study is a frequent thing with me these days. Got board exams in about a month’s time n all i really feel like doing is day dreaming. Since there is confusion and restlessness all over me i thought it would b best to know how to deal with myself, and the only way i came across was the internet.
Well i guess by expressing yourself you can focus better on life. So im writing all of this hoping that it helps me. Lets see if it really does. Thanks for the idea anyway.